Dear Diary - 14/3

Finally some good news!!! After weeks of my friends telling me that a solution to my problems isn't going to just fall into my lap a solution to my problems just fell into my lap!!! Lolz

The job market still sucks....lots of jobs out there but nothing that isn't going to drive me insane. The landlord was cool about the rent last month but I know that can't last. Things were looking a bit grim and *boom* i get an email offering £500 per month to participate in a science study about anxiety. Believe me, after the past few months I more than qualify. I filled out the application form thinking "what the heck...nothing ventured, nothing gained" and they got back to me almost straight away. They wanted to discuss it over the phone so I had a chat with a nice American lady It seems that £500 is the baseline...if you participate fully and are the sort of person they really need then it could be much more.

Apparently one of the main things they need is to fillnout a daily journal and answer some questions about your well-being and mindset. I thought I'd start keeping this diary just to get me into practice.

Literotica Author Reccomendation : NeilMc123

I thought I'd share an exerpt from a Literotica writer who's work I am thoroughly enjoying right now NeilMc123 : 

I climbed on to the barstool, knowing the top of my fishnet stocking would be on view as I sensually crossed my legs. The barman came over smiling.

"Hi Suzi. What would you like this evening?" he smiled.

"Give the lady anything she wants!" A voice said from behind me. I turned slowly to see who I would be needing to thank for my drink, when my eyes lit up.

Standing behind me was the perfect man. He stood about six foot four, broad shouldered, wearing a crisp white shirt, with jeans that must have been sprayed on. My eyes glanced at his crotch, delighted to find that the region was well and truly packed. His eyes were a piercing blue, his teeth dazzling white, made even more so with his deep Mediterranean tan. His dark hair was cut very short in an almost military style, which only added to my lust for him.

"Thank you kind sir!" I smiled encouragingly "I'll have a Prosecco please!"

"One bottle of Prosecco please and two glasses!" He smiled, handing over a gold credit card to the barman.

"Hi I'm Joe!" He smiled extending his hand.

I placed my long taloned fingers into his hand and shook his strong hand sensually.

"Hi Joe, I'm Suzi!" I smiled, thrusting my huge breasts forward.

He held my hand and looked deep into my eyes, smouldering, his sexuality and animal passion taking a hold of me instantly.

"Suzi I have to say that I've noticed the wedding ring. I'm hoping your husband isn't coming along!" He smiled confidently.

"He wont be along!" I giggled flirtatiously "My husband and I have an understanding!" I continued intriguing his curiosity.

"An understanding?" He queried, a puzzled look on his sensationally handsome face.

"Yes! An understanding!" I smiled "He lets me fuck who I want as long as he can watch me being fucked!" I said stroking Joe's muscular forearm.

Joe smiled a devilish smile, looking me up and down as though I was a prize animal he was hoping to purchase.

"The question is do you have any objections to being watched while you fuck a slut in any hole of your choice?" I smiled, pushing my huge firm breasts into his broad chest.

Joe smiled the most confident smile, actually bordering on arrogant, which made me want his cock inside me even more.

"To be truthful Suzi that has always been one of my major fantasies!" He smirked "Fucking some guys wife like a whore as he watched her give herself to me!" He said this with such arrogance and confidence, a totally alpha male.

He spoke so confidently, so manly that I could feel my pussy tingling with excitement.

"It is rather exciting wrapping my stockinged legs around some guy, his cock deep inside me as I tell him his cock is bigger and harder than my husbands, as my husband looks over forlornly, watching his wife become a slut for a random guy!" I giggled, stroking his strong arms with the tips of my long nails.

"Is this your way of inviting me back to yours?" he smirked arrogantly "How can I be sure you'd be able to take my cock?"

My eyebrows raised at his question.

"How big is your cock?" I smiled, guiding my hand toward his crotch.

"It's eleven inches and its all yours if you can take it!" he smiled as my hand gently stroked the front of his jeans. I could feel his cock growing harder as my fingers traced the outline. He was telling the truth. His cock was absolutely massive! My eyebrows raised as a smile flashed across my face. My stomach flipped with sexual butterflies, my pussy tingling uncontrollably as I moved my lips to his, gliding my soft lips against his.

"I've got to feel this cock inside me!" I panted "let's go back to mine. My husband will give us a lift and you and I can get to know each other better in the back seat on the journey!"

Art in Focus Vivi n Zalor

Absolutely adoring the work of electronic artist Zalor and his character Vivi

Such amazing work. Find it on Twitter here

https://twitter.com/Vivi_n_Zalor/status/1587500195482312714?s=20&t=_KhwL9XBfmex4tlo25SmoQ

But more importantly here 

https://www.patreon.com/vivi_n_zalor

The Basement - Chapter 3

In a rare moment of lucidity my mind becomes less foggy. An overwhelming array of sensations all over my body. My senses are flooded. I try to cry out but the phallic gag in my mouth prevents it. I explore it with my tongue looking for a way to expell it before realising I am tonguing an extremely life-like cock. As I am doing so I can feel a trickle of salty liquid drooling from it. Repulsed I try to move my tongue away. Whatever is getting pumped into my mouth and down my throat I am powerless to stop it. My cries turn to sobs. In my immobilised state I begin to dwell on my situation and how this is all my own fault.

I think to my excitement at our original rendez vous. Meeting the gorgeous, mysterious, exotic Mistress Storm for cocktails and getting drunker and drunker while she seems to barely be effected...in a town many miles from my home, no-one else knowing where I am, the discretion of the would-be investigative journalist. Soon persuaded to jump in a "taxi" without any questions. My wallet, phone, money and keys safely stowed in your bag to be discarded later. Alarm bells should have been ringing in my head but no. Too eager and excited for even a second of risk assesment.

I follow like a lovesick puppy while you lead me along with a knowing smirk.....all too easy. The booze alone would have probably been enough but I was too busy oggling your face and body to notice the little extra ingredients you added to my cocktails.

Now in the car, not a taxi at all I would later find out, you pounce and we snog like teenagers. Useful to lower my defences but also to stop me noticing where we are going.....out of town to Mistress' secluded country retreat

You can see your driver watching in the rear view mirror. She nods approval. You tingle at the unspoken excitement passing between you. A new pet for your stable. You are going to enjoy seducing, breaking and training this one.

Soon my shirt is undone and my pants are down. Slight frame, not much body hair at all and a cute, unimpressive cocklet. Perfect twink material. You chose well you think. For my part this is total sensory overload. The drugs and booze are clouding my mind leaving me defenceless against the beautiful sensousness. Soft, full glossy lips, rich perfume and hands stroking my body.....too much for any boy to resist.

Not the merest flicker of resistance you think. Too easy. Yes, this one will be fun. Already trapped in Mistress' web and he doesn't even realise.

You stroke my stiff little cock further destroying any mental resistance. Soon i am gasping and groaning at your wickedly delicate caresses but I won't be allowed to cum....my arousal and lust are such a potent weapon to use against me.

You can barely suppress a giggle as you recall discussing me and my fate with your little coven of seductresses. You were all certain how perfect I was. Chaste, naive virginal and will be kept that way. Once the tiny chastity cage is lock over my cocklet then the hope of release and relief will keep me eager and obedient.

Ready to submit to anything, hard-wired to serve. 

By the time you hear the gravel of Mistresses driveway I am doused in your perfume, smeared in your lipstick and totally naked. You can only imagine how horny I must be after the chemical assault and your expert seduction. "Now..." you whisper in my ear "...i promise you I wasn't lying about being a kinky bitch" your hand delicately strokes my precum covered cock "...I know this will be your first time with a T gurl so just lie back and let me guide you babe" i hiss a barely cognitive "yesssssssss" as you lead me out of the car, through the garage and into mistresses seduction room. The laboratory downstairs can wait until I am passed out.

No-one knew I was meeting you, you paid cash for all the drinking. My phone and possesion were discarded miles away and no-one could see the car arrive and disappear into the garage. The perfect seduction. Soon I am spreadeagled on the bed with my arms and legs bound and you towering above my helpless form. The room has been prepared exquisitely. A four poster bed with in built chains and restraints surrounded by a myriad of thick scented candles. The rest of your household will be watching through the cameras arrayed around the room........time to go to work......

In Her Debt - Part 67

The elevator sped towards the penthouse suites and Alex was feeling dizzy, the champagne and the pure arousal was surging through him and now Calista was hungrily snogging him. His cock throbbed under the ruffles and frills of the satin maid outfit and Calista's latex clad hand snaked under the folds to begin teasing him. A thought flashed through his mind, How had his life come to this? Until he'd been "rescued" by Arabella his entire existence had been humdrum and unremarkable, an innocent young man from a small northern village trying to establish himself in a new city. Now he was a feminised sex slave clinging on to the last vestiges of his male identity as everyone around him lead him into a life of pure opulence and hedonistic debauchery.

It was impossible not to respond to this tall, domineering lady (it was impossible to think of Calista as anything else). He found himself moaning and kissing her back. The rich ruby red of her lipstick smearing on his face, the perfume they were both wearing mixing into a heady cocktail and his poor throbbing manhood pulsing with unfulfilled need. All too soon the elevator came to a stop and Calista broke the kiss. She smiled at him and whispered "The guys are going to love you Alexa". With that she turned on her heels and lead him by his cock into the penthouse suite.

This was all going exactly as Arabella and Valery had planned, break down Alex's boundaries with his fellow femboys before introducing him to some of the studs who resided at the clinic. These handsome, muscular guys existed purely to help cater to every possible whim dreamt up by the demanding ladies who visit. No matter how perverted or debauched your desires where Dr Valery could call upon one of her alpha males to appear and indulge it. There was a guy specialising in virtually every kink imaginable so seducing and deflowering a pretty young male was just another day at the office.

Two guys lounged on a king-size bed wearing open linen shirts and lycra shorts, their chest muscles glistened in the spotlights above the bed and the shiny stretchy material of their shorts enveloped their impressive manhoods. Even Alex was left breathless by their perfection. A third hunk stood in front of a full length mirror as naked and hairless as the day he was born. Calista released Alex's throbbing cock for her delicate grasp taking care to rake her long talons along it's length as she did. She smiled sardonically as she heard the boy gasp. She climbed onto the bed and began kising the two guys hungrily. Quickly the bed was a mass of entwined bodies gorging themselves on each other's pleasure. Calista's gloved hands sought out the throbbing pulsing lycra-clad cocks while the guys began peeling her latex garments off. All the while Alex stood there holding his champagne buckets mesmerised by the debauchery unfolding before his eyes.

The was a sound of a zipper being lowered and one of the guys chuckled as the rear of Calista's catsuit was unzipped at the very bottom. She soon on all fours with a stud behind her smearing lube on her ass. The second guy was kissing her neck and reaching between her kegs to stroke her girlcock. Calista winked at Alex provocatively then blew him a kiss and grinned as the feminised boy blushed furiously.

Alex was raised from his trance by a heavily accented female voice behind him "Ahhhh, I see the party is getting started". He turned and almost gasped as his eyes met one of the most perfectly beautiful women he'd ever encountered. Over the months in Arabella's care he had met and been intimate with a dizzying array of attractive women but the lady he encountered now was sumptuously gorgeous in every regard.

Her raven black hair was tied back and her dark eye makeup and rich red lips gave her an almost statuesque beauty. She was clad in a red leather bolero jacket, tight black leather leggings and leather boots with 5" heels she glided towards Alex and kissed him on both cheeks "We meet at last Alexa....Arabella told me how cute you are but she didn't do you justice" she announced in a thick European accent.

Alex was mesmerised by the imperious goddess towering over him. A subtle smile crept onto her lips "Place the champagne on the bar and pour us a glass each. I want to get to know my beautiful new girlfriend". Getting lavish complements from this woman set Alex's pulse racing and set butterflies in his stomach. He quickly scurried over to the bar area in the corner to deposit the buckets. He worked as quickly as he could to try and get the open but try as her might the cork wouldn't budge. Aware that he was keeping the lady waiting he struggled until a large manly hand took it from him. The third guy, the totally naked muscular adonis, appeared and smiled warmly at him "Lets see if we can get this open for you" he said and with that stood behind the boy pressing his hulking form against Alex's back. Instantly he felt the warmth of his skin as the man wrapped his arms around his body and took Alex's hands in his.

As with the rest of his life he had no boundaries or personal space and his "knight in shining armour" began exploring his body in the same casual manner everyone else in his life. The strong arms wrapped themselves around him and lips began kissing in shoulders. Alex looked over to the lady directing the party and got a smile and a nod as encouragement. It seemed this darkly attractive femme fatale enjoyed seeing him overwhelmed by the strong alpha male. The kisses continued but the caresses ceased as the guy reached for the champagne bottle, in doing so his manhood presses into Alex's back. It felt like it was growing and pulsing and already fekt impressively big. A loud POP made Alex, in his already nervous state, jump and recoil pressing back more firmly into the naked stud. This elicited a groan from him and another flurry of kisses as the man poured the wine into the glasses. 

Mercifully the glasses were soon full and Alex was directed back towards his new goddess. The guy whispered in his ear "You need to look after the lady first before taking care of everyone else babe" and put his hand under Alex's skirt and cupped his ass check directing him back towards the woman. 

Grasping his chance to escape and scurried over to her as fast as his high heels would allow. She smiled warmly, took a glass and patted the sofa next to her. She clinked and glass and they both took a sip. Alex gazed at her like a lovesick puppy and mumbles "Thank you....err.....Mistress".

The woman laughed "How rude of me, I am Mistress Eliza, Jennifer's companion...she will be arriving shortly and then we can start our little party but until then we can chat,  get to know each other and loosen up a bit". She reached into her bag and pulled out a small metal compact. Inside was an array of small white pills. Without the merest trace of hesitation she popped one in her drink and two in Alex's before raising her glass and indicating her for him to do the same. Although his mind was screaming alarms to him he knew resistance was futile and so took a tentative sip. This earnt him a kiss on the cheek and an arm around his shoulder. He was engulfed in her exotic perfume and was entoxicated even more by her presence. She encouraged him to drink more and every sip was rewarded with a kiss and some praise. Soon the glass was empty and the sissy-maids head was swimming. It was then Eliza began kissing him in earnest and Alex's arousal began to conquer any vestige of resistance. He was like a deer in the headlights. A passenger to the desires of the ladies directing the orgy that was about to commence.

The Fem-o-tron 5000b

I have mentioned this before. This is probably the adult film I think of most. Sissy Rubber Sex Doll is just so simple and devilish. In particular Lexi Sindel and Deviant Kade are so good in it but the creativity behind the feminization machine us such a high-point

The Hierarchy of the Dark Realm

I found this amazing image here :

https://mobile.twitter.com/MissSissyAlpha1/status/1559271090140188674?s=20&t=o-29lDPMKCb5vd7-yfVxOw

So much to conjure with. Loving dreaming about the different roles I could occupy. Ultimately I would be hooing to end as a maid or concubine bit the bottom two rows are probably the best I can realistically hope for.